Ordering faith!!

[sarah2303]

Over the past few months, i've been feeling really...dis-content. Life seems to be trudging along, I don't seem to have many goals, & the ones I do have don't excite me.
I've been doing my ordering..but I can't seem to get little simple orders to happen (like ordering a nice day) nevermind if I was to try ordering something big.

I've been going through stresses at work, not getting along with my supervisor, & i'm struggling to understand what relationship I have with someone...on or off good or bad...& i've either missed the signs or none or there.

What do I do to get me out of this hole? I can't even get the inspiration to write some songs (which I love doing). I feel in a really..cant-be-arsed-mood but yet my head disagrees. Any suggestion?

[vintagechick]

Well Sarah,I completely understand I feel similarly myself,I am putting it down to the lousy weather,the January blues and the fact that we all got delayed in getting our new year off to a flying start by the bad weather That being said,the future lies ahead and it is down to us to make it a good one,I have made a wish list for 2010 I have compiled a list of positive affirmations that I recite to myself daily and of course I continue to create my inspiration journal.Change however does not happen overnight,cosmic ordering and manifestation is not some magical elixir that will grant your every wish,it is a change in mindset based on the law of attraction,we attract the things that we think about most often,good or bad,'The secret' advises us to replace negative thoughts with positive ones,adapt an attitude of grattitude and accept all good gracefully.I am in a job that is frankly a million miles away from the type of thing I am interested in,but I am truly grateful I have a job,it is helping to feed and clothe my family and it came at a time when we were frankly struggling,however,I accept that I may not be doing this work forever and I do my job to the best of my ability and remain hopeful that another opportunity will present itself to me in time.I sense that you are a little impatient? and I know I can be too at times,its frustrating,you want to be happy and fulfilled but it just aint happening! what do you do? You make plans Sarah,do what feels best for you,keep a journal,find an affirmation that sounds right for you,write a letter to the cosmos and pour your heart out whilst at the same time placing your orders for the things you really desire,put in an envelope,seal it and put it away,done.Then get on with your life,stay positive,learn how to say thank you,every single day,for the things you already have,the universe will reward you with more of the same Another thing I have done lately is send off for some bach flower remedies(amazon) and a book,to help me with the days when the blues descend and I cant see light at the end of the tunnel,hopefully they will keep me in good spirits which in turn will help me attract good into my life,I will let you know how I get on with that!

Gena

[sarah2303]

Thanks Gena!

I have made a wishlist for 2010. Some things I will do..like pass my driving test, somethings maybe i'm just wishful thinking. Some things involve others so I can't order, I can just hope & trust in my gut feeling (which btw seems to be messing me around quite alot).
You're right, Gena, I am impatient. More so because after trying CO since May 09, i'm still waiting to see changes & orders, apart from the little ones like ordering a nice day, (which i'm grateful for, & I always say thankyou.)
I think I may also be impatient as (i think i've said this elsewhere) that others seem to receive signs or coincidences etc, & I don't get any. I've tried forgetting & also paying attention, thinking about certain things, & not reading into them too much. I've seen no feathers, pennys, specific car reg plates etc. Nothing to let me know my orders are being processed & something being there to protect me if I'm upset.

I know I seem really negative and a right big whinger, I guess I am lol. The thing is..I KNOW CO works, I KNOW that it could help me, but I just feel like i'm going wrong. I'm not sure how to go about writing a letter to the cosmos, sometimes I can't say everything I need to say without writing a negative word like 'can't or not' or something.

Surely i can't just be a lost cause???

[vintagechick]

No of course you are not a lost cause,but most of the success of manifesting is absolute belief,you cant hope for the best you have to absolutely harness the belief,and dont try so hard! just relax,order what you want and assume it will turn up and it will,at the right time!

Gena

[sarah2303]

Thanks Gena

I think i'm gonna try ordering a feeling of content..not ecstatically happy, just content, & see if that helps. Feeling like this isn't good for anyone!
Sometimes I think "sod it" & that i'll just let life happen. I'll just sit back, & if good happens then great, if not then I kind of expect it. & that God has probably mapped out my life so I can wish for a miracle but it'll only happen if it's in his plans!
But then I think well I'm a nice person, I don't deserve to have a lonely life, & if others can change theirs then I can at least try.
It's not that I don't believe in it. I stay 100% positive when I make my orders, but I just think i'm maybe going wrong.